Okay?

Such batshit, everything.
None of it's real, none of it means anything. None of this is actual, none of it exits, none of it
actually, honestly, truly 
is Here.

So why is it bothering me so much?


I don't know.
Maybe because...
it isn't who I am, I don't actually do that, I don't actually give a shit about your petty problems, I don't actually care. 
Maybe because...
it's all, actually, pretty pointless. 
Because...
it's batshit. 


Yes.
Because all of it's batshit, and
I
don't
care!